Friday, January 04, 2013
186 / 12:07 AM
2013 already and my status is
Have not found a job :(
Seeing this hunk who's 31cm taller than me
Last night daddy passed me my insurance policies to keep for myself. He said he has been paying for my policies and in future i can pay for it when i get a job. I feel ashamed that my daddy is still supporting me and that i am unable to give my daddy a better life :( ok, time to send more resumes!
Had been going out with 186 since dec for a few weeks already.. Is height an issue? Maybe not now. But im getting tired of walking in heels around him. Of cos he doesnt force me to but i feel compelled to. And I want to look better. sometimes i look at him and wonder if he is a playboy and if he has been completely honest with me. Guys with an abundance of looks, height and compliments (and not to forget, self confessed STM which is worst than mine) just doesnt make me feel secure. For now im just trying to enjoy my dates with him and not submerge myself in doubts :) i can get lost in his pretty brown eyes sometimes.. And that makes things easier lol
Date pics below. Mostly food cos that's all that we've been doing to date :x i like that he makes efforts to find nice places to eat with me (cos im a self confessed glutton) heh
Have not found a job :(
Seeing this hunk who's 31cm taller than me
Last night daddy passed me my insurance policies to keep for myself. He said he has been paying for my policies and in future i can pay for it when i get a job. I feel ashamed that my daddy is still supporting me and that i am unable to give my daddy a better life :( ok, time to send more resumes!
Had been going out with 186 since dec for a few weeks already.. Is height an issue? Maybe not now. But im getting tired of walking in heels around him. Of cos he doesnt force me to but i feel compelled to. And I want to look better. sometimes i look at him and wonder if he is a playboy and if he has been completely honest with me. Guys with an abundance of looks, height and compliments (and not to forget, self confessed STM which is worst than mine) just doesnt make me feel secure. For now im just trying to enjoy my dates with him and not submerge myself in doubts :) i can get lost in his pretty brown eyes sometimes.. And that makes things easier lol
Date pics below. Mostly food cos that's all that we've been doing to date :x i like that he makes efforts to find nice places to eat with me (cos im a self confessed glutton) heh
