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Friday, March 10, 2006
/ 6:42 PM

Nanyang is really giving me a headache

i think it's really jinxed to my life
first day of sch
i got fever, sore throat and flu
and to my HORROR AND DISGUST
we are having LECTURE orientation!!
ewwww
we have make-up maths lecture on tt first day somemore!!
THE HORROR!!

and in one hour,
e teachers r lik rushing to go toilet or something
go so fast, my brain cells must be all dead at the end
luckily,
the chapter is easy to follow
all formulaes
peww..
so in the end i tuned out the 2nd part of the lecture
and managed to save
my poor brain from the raging maths sea ^_^

2nd day wasn't great too
my fever was finally down,but my flu went up
was sniffing and tearing lik some old widow
who's husband died for the 5th or 6th time ):
still couldn't talk at all
still didn't make any new friends
hav already given up lor

we have art appitude test on tt 2nd day
cos the sch jus havta finish sorting out the subj combis at the end of 2 days ):
i dont appreciate it at all
anyway, i still went for the test
but
it was painting!!!
YUCKS
i SUCK at painting
and i really did suckily at it ):
got written paper somemore, and i tot it's an hr paper
so i took my own sweet time doing it
until my friend wna hand in then i realised it's a 25min paper?!
damn it lor, i almost wna cry wif angst already!!

after the traumatic experience of being sucky at my best subject,
i was walking out of sch
jus a few more steps, and i could've gotten safely out
but NO
a 5cm high stair had to be there
JUS BEING THERE TO ENOUGH TO KILL
i FELL DOWN THE STAIR!

i ran a few steps be4 finally landing on my chin
sob
my prettaye chin ):
i got up and min wei was shocked to see my hand bleeding
but actually, no la, it's only the paint from the test
haha
and i broke my specs
damn it
it's lik a damn expensive specs lor
i sprained my ankle lightly also

lik i say, NY jinxed me
2 days was all it took to make things tt hasn't happen in a million years to happen ):

and now, i joined the AEP program
no, i didn't wan
believe me
all i wanted was a H2 art
but cos wasn't many H2 art pupils so the teacher put us all under AEP
and it seems lik really lots and lots of stress and hardwork
i really dont feel lik staying in art anymore
jus the thought of drawing brings back traumatic memories!
i can jus vomit blood
and i havta spend lik 100+bucks on art materials
and i tot everything will be sponsered..
shld i change my combi?
but i'm lousy at all other subjects..



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